MY APPROACH TO THIS FREAKY WORLD
Two 
days from now, I will have to go back to the muddled city where I’ll have to contain a great deal of the sweltering heat and dust again… Goodbye offpeak sessions (I admit on being nocturnal because of the net), and hello hardwork! Everthing I’ll have to face in the city would mean my life, I mean risks are just about everywhere… Reminds me that I was once so sensible to tragedies and emergency alarms, that the mere screaming of the ambulance and vigorous tire screeches gave me chills and made me instantly nervous to the highest degree…And, college changed me, as I had to get get acclimatized to these really freaky commotions. It changed me in the sense that i no longer tremble and nail-bite like a little kid, I became more brawny and tough enabling me to make my own decisions. Little by little college built up my sense of responsibility and independence since inevitable situations in the big city calls. The hardest point is the solitude there always is… I mean I couldn’t help but say I used to have a home and now I’m a drifter without a face. The dramatic scene in my college life is the "culture-shock", and the lost of identity I obtain. I wanted to feel like a conqueror at the start, but then began to lose idealism, the city is big and I’m too small…
Hard it may be, I will be striving once again…
The comeback of the ultimate Bejay…
This time, stronger, tougher…and still pretty(hehe)
The point is, although we have to be aware of the tensions around… Political, Social, and the like, it still pays to look at the brighter side.
